Miss this moments

I have a LOT of ideas passing through my head on what to wrote here. But sadly all of them doesn't make any senses. and fuck, i hate this. So let me present you one of my boring story that probably will make you close this tab or say "err..malas baca."

I miss childhood badly. not when i was 8-14 because in those years i was nothing but stupid. it was when i was younger. The time when i wasn't so sure about love and didn't give a fuck at all about looks. i miss it when i used to obsessed in barbies. I think they were all pretty in pink and me and my bestcousin, Ani used to invent barbie things from used box, cards or whatever to make their stuffs. i still remember when we plan to build this one big house that stick together with a help of a bridge and that is our house when we are older. Nonsense but funny X) i miss the excited feeling when watching old cartoons and story like disney old cartoons, courage the cowardly dog, power rangers, mr.bean, mask rider, digimon, dragon ball and stuffs. Cartoons nowadays isn't great as the old one. But this one thing that i miss the most is, when i feel that nothing else matter but mum, nothing, like, i cant live with anyone elses but her. even for a night. that feeling, i miss it. oh childhood.

P/S :sorry , i'm not good in english but i'll try the bestttt xD